63 minute run/jog/walk
840 calories burned
3.78 miles completed
did 160 reps with 5lbs dumbells (curls, 21's, power push, punch)

I really don't remember when was the last time I wrote in this thing.  I've been spending most of my days either at school, working, hanging out with friends, watching tv, or on youtube.  I have to admit, I've become quite addicted to youtube.  It took a while for this korean sensation to sink into me.  It was such a light weight type of thing before.  Now, I have no idea what has gotten into me, but I really love watching korean stuff.  I even watch ktv when for the most part, I have no idea what they're saying.  I'm sorta trying to learn the language, but I'm not spending much time on it really.   I've really fallen in love with SUJU and DBSK/TVXQ.  I love SUJU becuz they have personalities I really enjoy.  That fobbiness with the cute but yet deep undertoned personality.  I think that's why I really like FOBs.  hahaha.  that's just the way it is with me.  I think that they always have the cutest mannerisms.  Whether they're from china, japan, or korea, it's all kinda similar.  so youtube has been the best way to watch these shows and all that jazz.

I've come to find that Me myself wants to do many things, but i don't really spend the time doing it.  I don't know why it takes so much effort for me to get started in something, but once it's going, it really flows.  like going to school.  I've wanted be classically trained as a chef for a long time now, but I've never really taken the steps to do it.  Now, finally I am and am loving it. 

::sigh::  I'm 25 already and soon i'm going to be 26.  just a couple months away now.  blah.  I'm glad that im finally doing something with my life.  I hope to be working in a professional kitchen real soon.  or better yet maybe a personal chef for a celebrity.......all these steps bring me one step closer into owning my own restaurant...  it's rising closer to the horizon with every step i take.  

Good news on my first part quarter of school (eg. first 3 classes) which are finished.  I got a 4.0 GPA. hahaha. I don't really know how valid that is, but whatevers....   I got straight A's.  I'm happy about that.  hehehe. 

I guess now a days, I feel like I'd like to make some new friends, but in reality, I just don't feel like making the effort to spend time with new people I meet.  I guess I would rather settle down with someone special rather that make more friends.  THe ones I got are good.  we understand each other and after 6 years, we may not spend a lot of time with each other, but when we do, nothing holds us back.  we just talk and share and hang out like when we were super duper close without all our jobs and everything.  hehehe.  

So today will be the official last day of the first week of school.  Thus far, it's been quite interesting and i'm actually having fun being back in school.  =)  i think one of the greatest things about being in school is the free money from financial aid! woot woot!!!!  to bad i can't just spend it freely!!!  lol.  i hella wanna go shopping!  lol.  so anyways, i've been kinda thinking to myself about things.  the start of the year really did kick off to new beginnings for a lot of people.  a bunch of my friends have quite smoking.  some have made the decision to move.  while others just seem different to talk to.  like im just bugging them or something.  so anyways, it's definitely brought on a lot of changes.  it's kinda funny when i think about my friends.  some i've known since i moved here back in 03' and how we don't really talk anymore or hang out.  which is even harder now that i live in hayward.  i guess when i think back on the good ol days, everything just seemed to be a lot more fun and relaxed.  we had a lot of good times!  in that sense, it makes me wanna revisit those days typathing.  but whatevers.  the past is in the past.  to bad. so sad.  life goes on.

so im going to join the brewing club at school.  first meeting is today at noon.  yes today...it's only 3am right now. lol.   i think im going to join the cheese club to.  hahaha. 

i have yet to finish unpacking the last box and appliances.  the last few things to complete from the move.  ugh* this place needs to be done already.  im really hoping to be able to go out on friday!  that would be fun. lol.  and then am thinking about attending love in february with some friends.  not fully sure yet, but planning to attend that one!  lol.  so that's some new things coming up....

i think i've become a lil more sensitive over the moving period and im not liking that very much at the moment.  lol.  stupid emotions.  am currently trying to reground the hetero side of me.  lol.  i think i feel more comfortable in that state.  it's not as much fun as being a lil on the girly side, but meh. 

"i know something you don't know" ;|

Happy New Year to everyone.  It's now 2009 and the new beginnings has started to unfold.  So just for an update.  I finally got my internet back on Sunday.  I've been without it for about 4-5 days. iono. lost count.  didn't really care much either way.  I was just doing whatevers.  listening to music on my laptop even though most of the tracks can't be found.  lol. 

So i'ved moved into my new apartment now and am still settling in.  i was hoping to have everything done and set up before today.  which is when school started, but that didn't happen!  grrrrr.  i still got a few things left i gotta do but whatevers i guess.  i'll just do them as time goes by. slowly.  just really haven't been in the mood to do a whole lot of setting up and what not! so yah.  that's that. 

i haven't been on my diet at all and i haven't been working out.  so i know i'm gaining weight.  i haven't even been taking my hydroxycut. iono.  just no motivation to take care of that at the moment.  im still not fully comfortable with my apartment yet.  that's why......once everything is done and im comfortable, then i will be back with a vengence to get it right and get it tight! lol.  this is the year boys and girls!  that i get thin and look hot!!! hahahhahahaa.  i can't wait to look like tae yang.  but first things first!  lol. 

HAPPY  XMAS  EVRYONE!

you know for the most part, talking to my friends about whatevers comes pretty naturally for me.  I don't usually hold back things because I normally don't feel like there's a point to.  But then this self conscious onset occurs that maybe they don't care to hear what i have to say or what's going on or that i'm just annoying them.  this doesn't happen very often, but when it does, it's like now what?  who do i turn to to really say what i'm thinking or feeling.  and i guess to i think about common reactions and what's going to be said.  so in a sense i already know what they would say.  and in turn feel like there's no point in saying anything to them about what's going on anymore.  then a calm smile just surfaces and tune out what i was thinking and just listen to them.  im usually happy and just blahzay about most things but there are times when i do feel down or depressed.  but everyone else seems to be going through a similar rut.  so i always tune my own feelings out so i can help them be ok or happier for the moment.  cuz i know once they go home or what not, they get back into that thinking mode and things of that nature.  so while we're hanging out, we'll just have fun and enjoy each other's company.  most close friends won't tell you that you're annoying them or what ever.  they just simply find a way around you.  avoid you in a sense.  i guess to you have to always remember we all have our own lives and that regardless of everything, you're not going to be a huge concern when they are dealing with themselves.  so u need to just "take care of you."   it's the best that you, i, and anyone can do.

ok, i know these movies are hella old and what not, but i finally got to see the illusionist with edward norton and mad money with queen latifa.  lol.  they are both really good movies!  hahahahahaha.  yah since my 360 can stream netflix movies, i decided to finally give netflix a try.  so in review.  the streaming content is good and probably only good because of comcast.  lol.  the selection of movies are not as elaborate as i thought it would have been.  and come to find out, they hide a lot of the new releases from you.  you need to google search it to get them.  wierd huh.  so this 2 week trial is half way done about now.  i haven't done much of the mailing in and getting back thing.  such a hassle when yur worried about the mail box and what not.  but that's my short review thus far. 

i've gone south on my diet and work out for the last week.  things have been rougher lately and as they say it always gets worse before it gets better.  so in a positive note....things are moving in the right direction.  a few more hurdles and everything will start falling into place to be the best.  yay!  =D 

made a phone call the other night to an old friend i haven't talked to in a while.  he's also moving in a great direction and doing well.  it was really nice hearing his voice and catching up a lil bit.  i didn't have a lot of time cuz i was at work, but im definitely glad i decided to call and just say hi.  i miss you buddy! =D ::hugs:: 

and finally...... life goes on bitch!  get the steppin!  lol.  l8r g8rs
  

This year is definitely coming to a close pretty fast huh?  

Well time is nearing to my new move in date and there's one last big hurdle i must get over........

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Man I'm so excited for the new year!   So far everything is beginning to fall into place for a brand new start to a reallyd good new year.  I can't wait.  i'm moving to a new home in a city i've never lived in.  im starting school in something i really wanted to do for a long time.  i've even made some new friends.  For once i really feel like i'm going to have a new start and a good year!!!!!  watch out world!  lol.  here i come!!!!  lol. =D  

well my tire is on it's last leg. i hope it can hold out till the end of the week.  but we'll see.  i definitely need to change it real soon.  it's not good to be able to see the metal in the rubber!  grrrrr. fuck the fuck!  it's the last one of the 4 that needed to get changed and i totally forgot about it. man!  now it's scary to drive!!! ftf!!!