So, Pride... BOA WAS AWESOME!!!!! SHE'S LIKE TOTALLY SUPER DUPER CUTE IN PERSON!!!!! OMG!OMG!OMG! LOL!!!  Wonder Girls and Super Junior and Big Bang and Dobonshinki need to be here next year! LMAO! just have a korean stage! hahahahaha.  There were hella asians this year at pride! woot woot! hahahaha.  Fresh was cool minus the fact they did not have a smoking room or allow us to go out for a cigarette.  So f***ing lame!  and ohh man!  by the time we got to sanctuary, I had already been dancing for like 4 hours.  and danced till the sun came up!  hahaha.  Thanks again to Canh, Bao, Anh, and Hyung for the ride home after Sanctuary!  Mucho appreciated guys! =) 

So i've advocated how love shouldn't be work.  it should just be.  it should be magic!  If it's going to work, it will work from the start.  you shouldn't have to work at it to make it happen.  Isn't that truly how love should be?  do you think you can build a connection  with someone? 

well it'll be 3 months next thursday.  I don't know where I fully stand with him.  When I'm with him, things are great and it seems like we have a great time.  This really is hard because it's so hard to judge what he's thinking or how he's feeling about things.  I guess I should just ask.  I will.  the next time we hang out, I definitely will.  well. it's almost 5 am already and i hope to get some sleep.  blah*  i guess my biggest thing right now is i just want to know if he sees us actually being together.  given i kind of already know that answer, but at the same time, it's better to ask than to assume.  lol.  well anyways.... 99 ya'll.

Man, I've been trying to sleep since like 2:45AM and it's now 2 hours later!!!! wtf is wrong with me?  why can't i sleep at night?  this is really beginning to irritate me!!!!!

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thank gawd it's finally my friday!!! this weekend took so long to start!!!! i'm so glad for the next 4 days, i don't really have that much to do!!!!  yay!!!  party party party!  should be fun!  that's it! hahahhaha.

i realized tonite that i like a lot of things in sandwich form. sandwiches just make for a yummy snack or meal.  depends how you wanna look at it.  i had a grilled cheese for dinner then later i was getting hungry again during my studies.  so i decided to take my last piece of ginger garlic chicken and heat it up.  i cut it into thin slices and placed it in bread with a few other things. mmm mmm good! hahha.  but just for the record, i still love pizza better!!! lol. 

Tomorrow is the final written exam and one of my practical exams for foundations 2.  then on thursday, i have my last part of the practical exam.  been cramming tonite for the written.  grrrrr.... it's already 4:10am  and i have to wake up by 10:30 to go work out.  lol.  i don't know how i got so hooked on working out, but i'm loving it!!!!!! lol.  progress!!!!!!  hehehheehe.

Well, since my last post, i feel more at ease.  It's all because he sent me that song.  He didn't officially dedicate it to me, but i'm taking it as one since he took the time to send it to me.  once i got out of the mind set of questioning things and him, i feel so much better.  i am more at ease and just going with the flow finally.  guess it's hard to jump back on the horse, especially since it's been a while since having someone to feel special about.  lol.  kinda funny how this week's stories on all the dramas i've been watching have been about love/relationships.  it's really odd in the sense that somehow, tv is following my life and things i'm currently going through.  lol.  odd thing it is... when is it going to show one of them winning the lottery!  boy howdy, if that happens, i would be sooo ecstatic!!! =)  i'm sure we all would if that were to happen to us.  hahahhahahahaha. 

well, he's already asleep on the phone right now and i guess it's time that i head to bed myself.  good night all. =)

p.s. wish me luck on my final for this class.

gotta love south park!  anyways..... not much has been going on but the usual.  still devoting a lot of my time to dating and fitting in friends here and there.  i must say that so far, the guy i'm dating has been quite a new experience for me.  there are so many things about him that i love and the things he does and says makes me think quite a bit.  not in a bad way though.  at least not for the most part.  most of the time it's just learning something new or how to think of something in a different way.  i love how honest he is with me, although sometimes i think that with what he's doing, he could've spent more time with me.  but that's just me being selfish and wanting to be with him.  hmmmmm. what else?  i'm just not used to the way things are i guess.  it's taking some time but i'm really enjoying this ride. lol.  so yah......

hehehe.

1,2 - 1 2 3 4
give me more lovin then i've ever had.
make it all better when i'm feelin sad.
tell me that i'm special even when i know i'm not.
make me feel good when i hurt so bad.
barely gettin mad,
im so glad i found you.
i love bein around you.
you make it easy,
as easy as 1 2,(1 2 3 4.)
theres only one thing two do three words four you.
i love you.
(i love you)
theres only one way two say those three words
and that's what i'll do.
i love you.
(i love you)
give me more lovin from the very start.
piece me back together when i fall apart.
tell me things you never even tell your closest friends.
make me feel good when i hurt so bad.
best that i've had.
im so glad that i found you.
i love bein around you.
you make it easy as easy as 1 2,(1 2 3 4.)
theres only one thing two do three words four you.
i love you.
(i love you)
theres only one way two say those three words
and that's what i'll do.
i love you.i love you
(i love you)
you make it easy, its easy as 1234
theres only one thing two do three words four you i love you
(i love you)
theres only one way two say those three words
thats what ill do i love you
(i love you)
i love you i love you.
one two three four i love you.
(iloveyou)
i love you
(i love you)

i just wanted to dedicate this song to the man i'm falling in love with...Alvin! =)  i miss you babe!