May 13, 2017

  • What is there to move on to?

    Life has definitely been crazy over the last year and a half. Since Tim has been gone, everything just seems so useless. I am still trying to make it through everything, but I truly miss having a partner to go through life with. Now, even when I'm free, I would rather be busy working than just sitting around at home. There isn't anyone to go to the movies with or go to the aquarium anymore. I don't want to do anything of that nature with anyone currently. I've met some guys here and there, but we are definitely no where near being as good as a match as Tim and I were. I know you can't compare to your past relationship, but there is a standard that is set and it is so high I guess, that these other guys can't come anywhere near it.

    I've moved further away from my best friend and I barely even see him now days. We are all so busy that even chatting has become scarce. It's amazing though, the friends I do have, when we do get back together to hang out, we always have a blast and it's like we never missed a beat.

    School is done in November. I will finally have a BS degree! It only took forever. I'm hoping I can make enough effort to truly switch careers by the end of the year and move into tech. That is where I really want to be. I'm so over dealing with stupid ass customers and lame ass employees. My company doesn't even pay me enough to babysit them...sigh*

    I'm so glad xanga is still around. I at least have this to talk to...