April 3, 2016

  • 3 days until my 33rd birthday...

    Wow. I can't believe I'm going to be 33 tomorrow. How time flies.... I must say, I had a good conversation with my ex a couple of days ago. It was nice to chat with him and hear how things were going. I have been feeling more lonely than ever and what's really weird is that I spend less time on grindr and jackd than I used to. I always knew what I had, I just couldn't imagine it gone. Adjusting to life single has been quite a challenge. Honestly, I didn't expect to meet my ex when I did, but I'm not ready to chase anyone the way I chased him...

    I'm watching the Hills from season 1. Oh how I missed this show. It's weird how when you lose someone, you almost automatically become nostalgic to everything. It's like because you lost someone important to you, you automatically want to go back in time and repeat history. Maybe it's because hope to repeat it, but the reality of it all is, you just need to hang in there and write a new chapter to your life.