March 31, 2016

  • Wow! It's been 5 years...

    Wow! I can't believe it's been so long. I even forgot what the name of this blog was called. I'm glad I found it and still remember the password to it. Just to put things into perspective. I've been in a relationship for the last 5 years. It was an amazing experience and I even proposed to him. Well, I guess he didn't want to go through with it and decided to go back to Taiwan. So by March 1, 2016, I no longer have a partner. I'm single again after 5 years. I moved to a new place to live on my own. I was moved to a new store as a store manager.  Every thing is changing this year....

    At first, I thought I was going to be okay, but it has been tougher than I thought. Being alone after not being alone is so different. What's even more interesting, is that I'm not even trying to be with anybody. I don't want to deal with anyone. I still have school and that really is a pain in the ass. Another year and a half and I will be done though, so it's all to achieve another goal. I already achieved store manager in 5 years, so it's the next goal before moving on.

    I've been on vacation this week and it's really been a staycation, but I've been isolated for most of it. Everyone is busy and I feel like I need to find more friends, but then again...I have school and a lot of homework that I don't understand.

    I'm not going to lie, I miss having someone to call after I got out of work and I miss having someone to come home to. I really want to break down and cry, just to get it out of my system, but that's not happening. Well anyway, it was nice just getting this little bit off my chest. I'm glad I still have xanga to go to and let off steam like I did before.