man, i look at all these places my friends go and i'm kinda jealous honestly.  i would really love to be able to just go on a trip for a week or two and not be worried about money.  I actually wish my parents grandma lived up here, so i could live with her.  if i could spend a few years living with her, i would be able to save up so much money and that in turn would give me the ability to go on these fabulous trips i see everyone else going on.  *hopes and dreams*

well anyways, in the mean time; i will live out this daily grind and push towards these hopes and dreams...

1. lose 80lbs

2. take a trip to taiwan

3. take a trip to japan

4. take a trip to vietnam

5. take a trip to new york

6. take a trip to canada (vancouver and toronto)

7. get a vw gti

8. buy a house

yup. that's it for now. hahaha.  hope i can do all of this in the next 5 years. lol. well, except the house. that's like 15-20 i think. lol.