August 22, 2010

  • so ridiculous!!!

    It's so ridiculous!  You know, it was already agreed upon that you would spend the night with me as soon as you get back.... i mean seriously, coming up with an excuse to give your sister really shouldn't be an issue.  I'm sorry, but you've been away for 2 whole months and i've patiently dealt with it this whole time and trust me! it wasn't easy!!!!! I took off 2 days so that we could spend the night together and just be together as soon as you got back.  I would think that would be the first thing you would want to do when I got back too.  I mean if i were in your shoes, i would spend at least a week in your place and spending as much time with you as possible.  This is seriously becoming such a joke!  I've been quite patient with your whole gay/straight life, but damn, you need to take the circumstances into consideration!!!!  I really love you!  i think about our future together and i wish you could do the same in positive light that i do as well!  everyone's future is uncertain, but really, we can, at the very least, hope for the best.... this just seems so ridiculous to me!!! sigh******** do what you want...........it is what it is at this point......