August 2, 2010
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4 days of ....... ftf!
i knew it would happen again.... it's gonna be 4 days of silence..... the straight friends, the trip, the family.... all these things create barriers and cause issues for us. thank god i start my new job tomorrow!!! long awaited and over due!!!!! i'm going to have something to do and stay busy during this time! it just bugs me that because his straight friends are around or his family, he can't communicate with me at all. i get side barred for the time being. i'm pretty patient in dealing with it, but it does still bother me. what sucks is that there are times when i wish i could just talk to someone. just vent out a little bit. idk. i'm just complaining here, that's why i still have this. it's a place where i can just vent on my own, because there is no available ear during the times i need to talk to someone....
on a lighter not! congrats to me on my new job!!!!! hahaha.
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happy u got a job now! Xanga is a great place to vent, and I have done here more than once, hehe! Think of it this way, at least he is not dating other gay people. Be patient, and you will treasure his presence even more, and he will treasure you too!
@stevew918 -
thanks man!! ^.^ i always love your positive comments!!!
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