June 14, 2010

• What is the plan here?

  I am very grateful to have a job.  I am very grateful to be able to be making money again.  This job is hard work.  It takes a lot determination and guts to do this job.  you are constantly walking into businesses and trying to sell them something.  Mind you, it could benefit their business, but it's just the effort it takes for them to take the time out of their day to sit down with you and listen too you.  I really hope that there is something else for me to do in god's plan.  I really hope that, with this experience, another company will find me.  They will pay what I made at Home Depot.  That is the next step.  To find a career where I'm not trying to sell a service or do sales anymore at all.  I just want to be able to be at one location all of the time and do business from there.  I miss Home Depot.  I wish I could get back into that place. blah.. FML!

  so many times these days, I just feel like quitting and moving home to hawaii.  Life would be so much easier and I wouldn't be so stressed out.  The only thing is, my bf.  I don't want to lose him.  He's the only thing holding me back now.  otherwise, i would be gone already..... i want to run away to asia! hahaha.  whether it be taiwan or vietnam.  either way, i just want to get out of the us. 

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