January 31, 2010

• sigh* i wish i had the drive and dedication of a ufc fighter! hahahahaha. i would love to have that kind of heart.  right now, so many things are running through my mind and im wishing for the best of things to work out.  i think being displaced with no job has left me feeling empty.  i don't think it would really matter as much if i had the money to survive without a job, but i don't, so it really makes me feel lost in a sense.  these days, i go online and see people whom I used to chat with a lot, but have no desire to chat anymore.  it's like my life has gotten really dull without some kind of professional career.  i have the best thing in my life right now, but im missing the money making part.  with the money making part fulfilled, i will be complete....... *sigh*

  going to apply for cheesecake factory on monday. so i hope that goes well and i get it!

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