January 20, 2010

  • bad dream

    OMG! I had like the worst dream last night.  my bf and a guy i dated before met each other while i was in school.  apparently he had vids of me playing with him from before and showed them to my bf.  he thought it was hot but it ended up where we were talking about it and i asked him if he kissed him and he said no, and i knew he was lying so i asked again.  he finally admitted to it.  then i asked if they fooled around. and no answer. so i asked again and he said yah.  the next thing i knew i was back in school again.  this time my bf and this guy are meeting up again. except he takes my bf to portugal for some reason. and then for some reason my friends have like a live vid feed of them.  and are trying to get me to watch it.  oh yah. i was also a manager at a grocery store.  it was late at night and i was pissed when i saw it.  so i started yelling at everyone! not cool!!! yah..... well anyways on the live vid feed, there was a show then i saw them.  getting into all this bondage stuff. and i was all wtf. so i called my bf and he didn't pick up. so i called the other guy from my frenz fone. that made him get out of it and pick up.  i didn't say anything just hung up.  then i called my bf again and asked him if he was back yet.  he was like duh, theres no butterfingers in portugal.  and i asked him what time he was coming home and he said 9.  at some point in the dream, they did make out and my bf was a model for a porn mag spread but it didn't show his cock. and to end it all on the live video feed of him and our home we were both watching the sweet dreams by beyonce video and it was also playing on the radio when i woke up from this nightmare! 

    sigh**** it's raining sooo hard again