September 27, 2009

  • the next shift

    a lot has been going on the past couple of months.  one of the biggest things was having people stay with me.  It started off with 3 people but 2 of them have already moved out.  thank god!  now i have one person still staying with me as i'm giving him the chance to get on his feet.  although, most of the time he's just online chatting with new boys or my friends or friends of friends.  which is a little annoying...  i do miss living by myself though.  2 months of having someone living here that i don't really want living here is just too much.  i'm pretty much over it. lol.  i've been going through all these different emotions lately about the connections i have with people, the feeling of belonging, and if i'm where i need to be.  since june, everything has been going in a different direction than i originally started out with.  i already kind of know what the start of it was, but it's in the past and it is what it is.  so the past month i've been working at equinox and it has been whatever.  it's gotten me on an early schedule and that's cool.  i like being up early in a sense but at the same time, i would rather be sleeping in just a bit later.  i have just obtained a new job.  it's more of an independent contractor job so there is no base pay and all the money i make is solely up to me.  i don't have to work weekends anymore and everything is on my own schedule.  i think that's going to be super cool!!!  the income potential is outrageous and is so worth the hard work!  i think the next phase of my life is about to begin.... and thus far it's looking like it's going to be pretty damn awesome! i'm excited to start new things and do new things!!!!!!  well that's my vent for now.